May 19, 2008

changes

WOW so much has changed since i last wrote anything. 

anyways i don’t even care to discuss details… let’s just say im slightly terrified but way happier knowing the truth now. for a minute there it felt like a big part of me was missing but now i know for a fact i am better off with Flippy for now. :)

this weekend was absolutely fantastic and i didn’t waste a minute sitting around being sad or feeling sorry for myself. if there’s anyone to feel sorry for… hahah.

whatevs!!! 

And P.S. my quote - “a faithful heart makes wishes come true” used to mean to me that having a faithful heart for my ex would mean one day (if i was just faithful enough to never let anyone else into my heart) my wish of us getting married would come true. NOW - yes the theme is changes in this post - I think having a “faithful heart” means having a heart that is truly faithful to yourself. if you are generally looking out for yourself and being faithful to your beliefs than your own wishes will come true.  and MAYBE end up with someone that actually fits YOU.